By Right from my childhood people around me have viewed me as irresponsible and not being social. I have always felt frustrated when even my near and dear ones don’t understand me.
Actually, I realized that the biggest challenge in my life was not to make others accept me, not to make others understand me. The real challenge was for me to accept myself. I found that I was more frustrated with my inability to connect with others as everyone else will.
I started to dig deep into myself to answer the question, “Why am I not socializing?” I don’t judge people. I don’t like gossip. I am not okay with negative talks. I am not okay with doing what everyone does as a routine or for the sake of formalities. I am not okay with people shaking my dreams. The moment you talk to others, it’s free advice to your life even though they don’t know what is happening in your life. It’s most often judgment. Sometimes it’s about their version of how they have understood life. I am not a game for both. I don’t fake myself. Every single day, I work on me to become a better version of myself. I have some beliefs and values which I truly trust and honor. When people do not fit my frequency of thoughts, I cut off from them. I don’t have friends or relatives who fall into my inner circle of safe zone. It looks like I am closed.
I truly care for others and I understand what others undergo in their lives as much as I know that I am here to take care of my life and others will take care of theirs. I am not here to give my opinions to others when they are actually not in need of any.
I strongly believe contribution is to stand by somebody and support them in their bad times and just give them some hope in their life and say, “Everything is going to be alright”. If you can’t do that, it’s better to keep quiet. People already deal with a lot in their life and the least they want to do is to deal with your opinions too. If somebody can do that, I am on their page. I am yet to find somebody to get connected with, at the soul level. So I keep myself guarded against the energy of others who don’t fit my energy.
So it is the odd man out. But I have now understood that it’s not always that the odd man is wrong. Being right is not just doing what the majority of them do.
I have realized that I am unique and I am proud of myself because I am genuinely interested in the humankind and socializing in not it’s only proof. I have truly accepted myself now. Have you?
See you in my next sharing. Until then always stay connected, my divine souls. Much love.